Sunday, April 25, 2010

i need u so much..muahxx

first of all..
i want to thank to all of u 
bcoz u're still rmember at me..
I'm really appreciate that..

 n i would like to b gratefully to my mom
bcoz she was a wonderful women that i though..
she's a good adviser for me..
her cooking very delicious n very kind of person
here i am that i miss her so much n i want to huge her for a while..
i will miss her always ever n after..

mom
can u forgive me for all thing that i've been done to u..
i know that i have much hurting u
that's why i love u damn much..
can u give me one more chance so that i can
changed all my life in whatever u want it..??

mom
now i knew that u r very important person (VVIP)
in my life..bcoz without of u,,i can't stand it anymore in diz world..
i miss u n love u mom..mmuahh..
i'll promise that i will not give anyone to hurting u n scold at u..
bcoz u r my everything..
can u give me a such a big huge for me..
i'm really need u so much..!!

Friday, April 2, 2010

akukah yang bersalah..??

aku benci prangai ko la bengong

jngan maen-maenkn prasaan aku lagi boley x
aku dh twar ati dngan sikap dn juga prangai ko

jangan ko tibe-tibe tnye knpe aku x lyan ko mesra mcm dlu

aku buat cmtu utk sdarkn dri ko agar x buat lagi prangai cmtu
aku bukan sekejam yg ko sngka sebab

aku msih perlukn ko dlm idup aku dn

aku msih syg kn ko
fullstop


Wednesday, March 24, 2010

what a shit day for me..sadness..=(

nk mulakan dgn ape ae..??..
..ok2..
..bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

ok start..dlm bnyk2 ari
ak rse arini ari yg pling x bgus dlm idup ak
x taula npe
cme ak sorg je tau k

frst ak nk cter yg arini ak mngalmi tkanan mntal n fzikal
nk tau pe sbb??
kalo nk ckp dr segi fzikal la kn..
ak smlm jtuh gedebuk kt tmpt ampaian bju b'hdapn ngn toilet
mmg s**l la weii..skit tuh..
tp nsib bek bukn b****t ak skit
kalo x mmg x ley duduk ak tuk 2 o 3 arini
yg skit 2 kt kaki ak..kt bhgian betis..
bpak r bengkak+lebam..ditmbah ngn wrna biru keklabuan
wrna ape nth ak x tau..mak aiihh pdih gler beb
frst tme in my life ak dpt jtuh cmni..bukn sng au
hnya ank wak boh je yg dpt rse jtuh cmni..hahahahaha
mmg klakr r kalo ak pkr alek cmne ak ley jtuh
e2 ak sorg je tau
..skit bukn kpalang
smpat ag usha line kalo-kalo ad org tgk n glakkn ak..
fuhh..mmg line clear beb,,so x d spe nmpk ak jtuh..
..wakakaka..

2nd cter..dgn kuiz law nye arini..
bukn men khusyuk ak menstudykn dri
dan pnuh kyakinan nk mnjwb,,
akhrnya ak ley jd mengong jp x tau jwapn mne nk ak plih..
punyela sng jwpn tuh,,ak ley x tau.
so,konfom2la ak jwb jwpan yg slah.
rsenye dak skola o tdika pn ley jwb soaln kuiz ni..
mmg ak tgh mengong..(ayoyoyo)

3rd cter..klas makro lak..
x taula prasaan ak cmne..
b'belah bhgi..blaja cm bese..
ann dgn muke fokus die ble en.azim 2 mngajar kt dpan
x taula ann ni pe yg die fokus sgt tuh..smpai tksub m'mndng papan putih tuh..
hmpr2 nk tmbus ke klas sblah..dasyat tol..
otak ak dh tepu x ley nk msuk..ann ley ckp "nk x ak tolng kacaukn otak ko"
gler la ko ni ann..ko igt otak ak ni cm milo o susu ker??..(aishhh haus lak)..
mklumla pas bes kuiz yg mengong tuh n wktu lak ptg..
konfomla otak ak ni dh ting tong 100%..aduyaii mslh otak lak
nk2..dpt paper test 1..glerw dasyat ak ni..
mmg sadis tol mrkah yg ak dpt ni..
hmpr kesumer test 1 ak ke laut la jwb nyerrr...
kesian btol ak nih..

last cter ni especially to my sayunk..
please jgn s'skali bwt s'suatu yg ati ni x ske..
p'cyela bhwa diriku ini sntiase syg dn mncintaimu..
jgn kau t'lalu prejudis dgn sgala tngkh laku ku t'hdapmu..
ak tkut satu ari nanti,,ad phak yg t'luka atinya..
dan ak tkut hbungan kite ini tidak akn kekal sprti yg kte hrap n impikn..
seandainya diriku ini ad slah dn silap,,
kau tgurla diriku..s'sungguhnya ak bukn insan yg smpurna..
ak t'lalu sygkn hbungn kite ini shngga ak x snggp nk m'marahi dirimu..
apath ag nk melukai dirimu..
jgn s'skali kau mragui cinta dan ksih syangku..
kerana ak terlalu mnyintaimu spnuh atiku..
akhr skali ak menghrapkn sbuah pngertian dr dirimu..
ak terlalu sygkn kamu,,ahmad halim b abdullah..

Sunday, March 21, 2010

halu...

ak x tau r nk ckp pe an arini..
coz ak x chat sgt..bdan2 ni rse skit2..mkn pn x slera n nk bngn pn x larat..
ni smer gara smlm la..
smlm ak ad modul..as usual tiap2 sem wjib hdirkn dri tok modul..
tp modul kli ni bukn dlm klas,,tp luar klas..
dimana ktowg kne bwt xplorace..
cbela korg byngkn,,kne msuk utan sjauh 6 km..
perghhh..mmg nk t'cabut tulng ltut ak nih..
bukn stakt 2 jer..p'jlanan ktorg ni mmg mncbar..
kne naik trun bukit,,lalu jaln merah,,pas2 ngah ujan..
mmg mnguji ksbarn ak tol la..
kalo x wjib bnda ni dh lme ak skip..
tp ak mls nk rpeat sem dpan,,so ak kne bwt gkla..

bg ak boley la..memuaskn la modul kli ni..
x borng cm lpas2..
dak group pn bes..bley coorperation even 1 o 2 org tue x ley pkai..
mmg fun la..akhrnya dpt gk ciapkn task 2..tau x ad 11 checkpoint..
smer cm x msuk akal jerw..haha..
but bg ak fun la..dpt kwn2 bwu yg ak x knl..

modul 2 abes ptg,,mmg pnt gler..
abes modul 2,ak g mkn..
pas mkn ak trus rbahkn dri..mmg pnt2 glerw..
wa x tau la nk ckp pe ag..mmg skit2 bdan..
kpala lak mule bert coz kne ujan..nk2 ak x bsuh pale pas blek modul 2..
mlm bwu ak wash kaw-kaw..
tdo mmg bes glerw smpi siang..
nsib bek off day..so x t'ljak solat sbuh..

ahad pg ni lak..
ak ad grooming session kt LT2..
dh la bngn lmbt..owg t'akhr lak 2 smpi..mlu beb owg tgk..haha..wt bodo jela..
grooming 2 smpi tghari je..nsib bekla..
blek dr groomng 2 ak trus mkn coz dh lpar thap cipan..
smbil mkn,,ak tgk movie santau ngn dak blik ak..
mmg seram r bg ak even bg owg len bese je..(phm2 dhla)..
skung ni mmg ak nk tdo awl la..
pnt + skit bdan +x chat +++++
k la nk rehat..
t ak text ag k..
tatatititutu...




Thursday, March 18, 2010

kembali seGaR + cERia

i'm back k..
sori coz tke a long tme 2 release my hypertnsion..hee
but now i'm ok..so,i'm back sperti sdia kala la..

so,,what's going on when i'm tke an annual leave..??
ha'a..suggest what??!!
i've got somethng special from my mom n dad
also never forgot,,from my hubby

sbnrnya i nk share bnda 2 kt kowg tp i x amk pic ag
nevermind,,juz forget it..
ble2 mse t i upload k..

now,,i'll trying to fix wif someone as my new fwen..
a.k.a my bestie..
tp
ak tkot die x nk lak..cm i approach die sgt la..
x pe2,,slow2 k..
t lme2 i akn ad gk a new bestie..
i hope so..
ermmmmmmmmm...
ckupla pnglman yg lalu mngajar ak erti p'shabatn yg sbnar..
tol x???

one more thng..
i've a new pic nk share ngn kowg..
later on i upload k..
wait n c..
then comment k
huhuhu

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Hepi Anniversary for One-year..~weeee

9 March 2010...

anniversary ak ngn si dia..ehemm2..
for the frst year..hepi sgt2..
guess who..??..of coz la my dearest cayunk..ahmad halim b abdullah..
apabila sumer hlangn dn rntngn yg ktowg lalui..
sgala ujian n cobaan t'pksa kami hdapi..
wlaupn hmpir t'ptus d'ptghn jln..tp..
dgn berkat dan ksh syg yg wjud antra kami..
akhrnya kami kekal sehingga ke arini..
so........
dgn ini gnap la staun ktorg couple..
b'mohon,b'hrap dn b'doa sgt2 kpd ALLAH
smoga jdoh kami b'pnjang hngga k'akhir hyat kami..aminnn

msti owg akn ckp ak ni blagak kn o whateva laa..
tp ak pekakkan tlinga jerw..
yg pntng ak mmg bhgia ngn "mok tem" ak..huhu..

mok tem..
i love u sayang..
tme ksih d'ats kjujuran,k'ikhlasan.k'stiaan,pngorbanan dan ksih syg papa..
tme ksih juga coz dh sdar kn dri ini dr t'sasar ag jauh..
tme ksh juga ats sgala-galanya..
demi cinta kte,,ma syg pa sorg je..
u r only the one in my heart..
kaula yg satu..(cm tjuk novel ak je nih..)heee

p/s : papa..t jgn lpe hdiah ma tau..hahaha..nk bnda 2 gk au..x d,,ma majok..(phm2 dhla)..?#$ !@!%*

Sunday, March 7, 2010

cool..relaks..glerw glamour..~weeee

i'm too hepi wif my life now..
only have my lovely mom,ayah,along,azhani,awi,bella,n amin..
x lpe gk pnawar duka lara ini my cayunk,halim..
i luv u all so muchh..
now ak ley b'nafas nicely..
so i can enjoy my all life with them only..

semalam..6 march 10

ak dh bes test makro..
alhmdullh ak ley jwab ngn t'snyum..
tp ak x ykin ak ley dpt higher cm dowg..
urmmm..twakal je..

diz week ak dh lpas smer pnat jerih ak..
b'tungkus lmus,b'mati-matian,
korban sgala mkn tdo ak..d'sbbkn ad test,kuiz n assgmnt..
that's how i lalui dlm mggu ni..hebat skali..
mmg tuhan tu sgt syg kt ak..
syukur alhamdullah coz dpt ptunjuk drpd NYA..
but assgmnt ak je yg still go on..
non-stop k..
pear idea yg nth pape ak rse..pdahal assgmnt pe je
hahaha..

next week ak nk alek..
coz lpas next week ak akn bz alek..
test always b'duyun-duyun..
kuiz ak x sure.assgmnt kne sbmit b'4 due date..
mmg best glerw ar ak ckp..
tp ak mmg relaks jela..
x mo pning2,tnsion2..t otak mereng..hee

to my mom..
tggu akk alek ae..
x sbar nk tolng mak niaga..huhu..
kalo smpat akk trun pulau k..

to my cat,kasut..
rndu ngn kucng ak..
dh besar ke die..??mkn ke x ae..
msih nkal ag ke die skung..
arghhh..gram nye ak ngn kasut..siap r ko t lau ak alek..
x nk lpaskn ko..haha(kejam gler)

to mok tem..
i nk alek next week..
u jd x nk jmput i ni..
kalo x jd o pnat,xpela,i x nk sushkn u..
t len ari ley jmpe k..
tp i nk tgk movie ngn u..
cter alice in wondrland..johny depp blakon..
ley kn cayunk..if sempat la k..

igt t alek nk cri beg yg ak nk tuh..
ak x kre nk gk beg 2..
kalo x dpt,ley mroyan ak nih..
then ksut yg ak usha n nk slame ni dh d'miliki oleh ann..
ann..x aci r ko dpt dlu..ak yg dok usha tggu2 nk bnda 2 tp ko yg dpt dlu..
best gler kalo bf bg kn..
nk tau x ksut yg ak nk tuh ksut lily crocs..
oh my god,,die dpt ksut 2 k..
ko phm x ann dh dpt ksut tuh??
arghhh mengong ak jd nya...
jge la ko ann..jom kte fghtng..hahaha

k la..dh pnt la nk tkan2 ni..
keyboard ni pn dh lbam2 bdan asyk2 kne tekan..
cian die..huhu
t ad mse ak text ag k..
cau lu..nk tpon mak n cyunk..
wndu lak..hehe
tata titi tutu..lalalala